You officially have permission to listen to your OWN heart about what to do next in your life!
You do not have to do things that do not feel right to you just because everyone around you seems to be doing it.
Stop. Breathe. Ask yourself what the sense of urgency is about. And notice that a sense of urgency is ALMOST always a dead giveaway that you are not in the grounded, trustworthy place of your wise, wise, heart.
I love you,